Mad Sounds
Cute Polka Dotted Blue Bow Tie Ribbon

~ feeling like shit 24/7 ~
Alone For Now by Balance And Composure
Adam's Song by Dads

I need to stop pushing people away.



I’ve been slipping back. Back to a place where I once was and don’t want to be. Depression, jealousy, anxiety, and just being exhausted. I’m just tired of being so tired.


I’m just a needy piece of shit that needs constant reassurance that I’m wanted

(via riottgrrrrl)

I destroyed my body for a peace of mind I never got.
I’m alright with not waking up
6 word poem (via irony-of-drawing-a-tree)
fucking idiot
me to me (via v-ws)

(Source: hotsenator, via armageddonblues)



i love you, i want to lie with you and kiss you and stroke your beautiful face and tell you that everything is fine as long as we’re breathing in the same rhythm and our heartbeats pound like they’re one. I want to trace the outlines of your collar bones with my finger and whisper things into your ear just to see you smile. I want to hold you so tight and forget for a second that there is a world outside and school and work and college. I want you to feel me shiver when you touch me and I want you to kiss my lips. I want to feel your breath in my neck and I want to feel your hair tickling my face. I want to love you with all I have. I want to make you feel how unconditionally and hopelessly I fell in love with you and how I still fall in love with you every second I see your eyes blinking. I want you to know that only the fact that your beautiful chest rises and sinks keeps me alive. That you are what I need. And that I never felt so complete before. 

this is beautiful


What I mean when I say “I can’t do that”- Anxiety Version:

  • I am unable to do that
  • I am too stressed out to do that
  • I cannot face the humiliation of attempting to do that
  • My body will physically not allow me to do that
  • I am on the verge of a panic attack
  • I cannot do that

What people hear:

  • I am unwilling to do that
  • I am just shy
  • I am overreacting
  • I am lazy
  • I need to get more experience in social situation to help my anxiety
  • I need a push
  • I don’t want to do that

Inspired by X

(via injesusname-ramen)

You were everything I was looking for,
when I wasn’t even looking.
tyan (via weirdprettyfishes)

(Source: corimarie12, via pitydispute)

Just know that I love you. I love you with all of my fucked up, piece of shit heart.
Never ignore a person who loves you, cares for you, and misses you. Because one day, you might wake up from your sleep and realize that you lost the moon while counting the stars.
Nico Lang (via salveo)

(Source: onlinecounsellingcollege, via nnot-anymore)